Thank you for sharing your story.
Though not many people say it, but I feel we often land up in this phase one or the other time.
I also feel the same about myself, though I am not tracking my things at such a detailed level.
I am also impressed ;-), by the way you have kept track of 1001 applications.
Till the time you get busy with your new job, why not write more on medium about your stories. It will be interesting to read all your analysis on application/rejection/cold emailing to your connects. I am sure many people will benefit from this.
Best Wishes,
Anju